Scientific Passion

If It's Ever Important...

2007-06-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

Well, this isn't the first time...

From the day I was put in this mess
All these torments never end
If I were to be given a second chance
I wouldn't have banged my head into the dead end
I realised that I was too stubborn
As it turns out to be more than a heartburn

From the day I was put in this shit
All these troubles never cease
If I deserve a second chance
I wouldn't have plunge myself into some deep seas
I realised that I was too daring
As I began to lost my bearing

From the day I was send to hell
All the horrors came crashing in
If there ever is a second chance
I wouldn't have given in
I realised that I was too dumb
As I began to fell numb

Many a times
When I felt like I have fallen apart
The thrust that push me forward
Is usually my heart

My feelings...
Somewhat I have made a wrong turn
If I follow my mind and brave through the rain
Will my heart be broken again?

If my choice is ever important...
No matter right or wrong
If it ever is that important
Please tell me that I have to be strong

...Said and done,
Right or wrong
there's no turning back

I'm NOT A Fr00B!!!!!! Thanks man! You have been of a 'GREAT' help! Erhhs...

2007-01-16T18:54:00.002+08:00

Duh, what shall I say??
To people who have like REALLY help A LOT??

The road ahead was a very smooth one
All you need is just someone
To throw some pebbles on it twice a month
And after a year you'll get a nice big hump
What can i say?
-------- Thanks buddy! You Rock!

The pond in front was a very clear one
All you need is just someone
To pee in it twice a month
And after a year we'll have a NeWater Plant
What can i say?
-------- Thank God! A New Hero is borned!

The room was a nice scented one
All you need is just someone
To let out his gas twice a month
And after a year we'll have our very first Nuclear Plant
What can i say?
-------- I LOVE You man! You make my dream come true!

Actually life was an interesting one
All you need is just someone
To yawn right in front of your face twice a month
And after a year you'll rise and shin (**DIVA**)
What can i say?
-------- (Hugs & Kisses) Dude, You are the BEST!

LOL <(^-^)>
Whatever, Thanks for your help anyway~~!

For An Instant...When Everything Else Remains Constant

2006-09-30T18:15:00.000+08:00

For a moment
The Earth stopped spinning
Maybe it's time
To slow down and look for true meaning...

It all happened at that instant
When everything else remains constant
Though I still feel like a mutant
And nothing is at all important

Everything seems redundant
When everthing else remains constant
Though it is stagnant
And nothing is at all important

Everyone is a polluntant
When everything else remains constant
They are despicably arrogant
Devil designate

At that instant
I sounds so militant
Anyway, that isn't at all important
When everything else remains constant.

Hardy, Rocking On For Life (The 'S*ckish' way)

2006-09-02T19:29:00.000+08:00

Buckled up for world peace
For something never worthy
It takes time, really
To accept all those filthy

Cheers to all warriors
Fighters of mankind
For not many 'nobles'
' Willing to guard this pile shit

In the name of justice
Killing machines are nothing
They are just like viagra
To excite all those vigorous

Extermination
The only shield for mankind
"A war for peace"
Is what they have been singing

Going all out
I'm on a killing spree
Slashing all hurdles
That's obstructing the way

Brilliantly
I don't have a choice
For all that it takes
I'm rocking on for life

People! I've tried to look pass all those uglys. And not to reflect them in any aspect. Yes, I hate the polluted planet and I despised the contaminated souls. But there's nothing I can do to free the angels in every heart (not even my heart) . Not myself lately, didn't mean to make you guys worried. And to my dearest ad, it's not your fault. All these have been building and piling up day by day. Just your luck, you lighted the dynamite and pulled the trigger that day. In memorial, heros of 9/11. And thanks to all that had added a bit of happiness in my life. Sorry for that attitude lately. Sorry. Happy holidays!

Though, I Hope Not...

2006-08-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

I looked out of the glass window
At the brilliant blue sky
The journey was a rather slow one
Expected, there wasn't much fun
It makes me wonder
Whether my path was the right one

I looked out of the glass window
Counting every lamppost that dashed past
The seat beside me was empty throughout
Companions are something that I can do without
It makes me wonder
How did I managed to go thus far

I looked out of the glass window
Stunned by the radiant sunrays
I'm sick and tired of all those faces
And my only colour for them is gray
It makes me wonder
If it's a worthy race

I looked out of the glass window
Discouraged by the expanding desert
It had been a long journey
Long, and filled with traps and hazards
It makes me wonder
What is the true purpose of my life

I looked out of the glass window
Eyes still wide opened
It's getting dark out there
But anyway, I don't see light that often
It makes me wonder
Is my life the opposite of haven

I looked out of the glass window
It was a moon-less night
The sky was lid up by a dozen of stars
Forming the outline of a chivalrous knight
It makes me wonder
Why I'm always a thorn in the flesh

I looked out of the glass window
By now, the cabin was totally empty
I don't need anyone's pity
And it now seems to me
That I've boarded the wrong train
My only hope is that I'm on the right track

The rest of the journey
I'll remote-control everything
It'll be easy for me i guess
Since the train is not a human being

It has been a while, Since the last time I felt BLUE

2006-07-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

It has been a while
Since the last time I looked into the sky
Once again, I indulged myself
In the vibrant blue sky

It has been a while
Since the last time I plunged into the sea
Once again, I hugged every single molecule
In the brillant blue sea

It has been a while
Since the last time I plucked berries
Once again, I threw myself at the canopies of blue
In the sea of the lovely wild blueberries

It has been a while
Since the last time I trusted anyone
Once again, I gave them all my trust
In return, my experience was a very blue one

Never Had A Dream Come True

2006-04-12T10:23:00.001+08:00

Sighing again
Tired again
Why all these?
Can't they give me a break?
Spaghetti with cheese
The usual things again

Sighing as usual
Tired as usual
This is my life
Something which I can't avoid
A bees-surrounded hive
Dangerous as usual

Sighing once more
Tired once more
What am I made for?
Do I need an answer?
A rotten apple core
Down the drain once more

Sighing as ever
Tired as ever
There is nothing to alter
There is nothing to be changed
An empty glass bottle
Floating aimlessly as ever

Sighing once again
Tired once again
Everyhting adds up to zero
Nothing worth mentioning
A broken arrow
Neglected once again

Sighing always
Tired always
Why am I so pessimistic?
Evil outweighs the good
A lonely wooden stick
An eyesore always

I'm sighing
I'm tired
I don't want to think about what's fowollowing
'Cos today shows a bleak tommorow
Nothing seems encouraging
I'm always alone

Never sighing
Never tired
Life's like that
I'm adapting
Never failing
Never had a dream come true

Always A Child

2006-03-11T22:55:00.000+08:00

He is still a child
And he don't know anything
At the age of 5
He learnt to think
His parents were his everything

He is still a child
And he don't know anything
At the age of 10
He studied hard
His teachers were his everything

He is still a child
And he don't know anything
At the age of 15
Ponning is a damn cool thing
His friends were his everything

He is still a child
And he don't know anything
At the age of 20
Friends turned into Foes
His girlfriend was his everything

He is still a child
And he don't know anything
At the age of 25
All things went against his will
His career was his everything

He is still a child
And he don't know anything
At the age of 30
Suicide was a damn cool thing
He dreaded everything

He is still a child
And he don't know anything
At the age of 35
Life was like a pile of shit
He hated everthing

Now
He was still a child
And he don't know anything
How he hoped that he had never lived
As failure took over his everything

He has never grown up
'Cos he don't want to
When nothing is everything

The Present In The Past

2006-02-05T10:14:00.000+08:00

In Biblical narrative
Senseless passion
Useless wisdom
Adam and Eve
A symbol of human love
A symbol of human stupidity
A symbol of human beginning

Beyond Biblical narrative
Two living beings
A fruit of knowledge
Adam and Eve
A symbol of corrupted love
A symbol of corrupted stupidity
A symbol of corrupted beginning

In Greek mythology
Fruitless persue
Endless escape
Apollo and Daphne
A symbol of undefined love
A symbol of undefined hatred
A symbol of undefined revenge

Beyond Greek mythology
Two arrows
A crown of laurel leaves
Apollo and Daphne
A symbol of unwilling love
A symbol of unwilling hatred
A symbol of unwilling revenge

In Shakespearean literacy
Meaningless love
Fearless death
Romeo and Juliet
A symbol of unexplanable love
A symbol of unexplanable kiss
A symbol of unexplanable death

Beyond Shakespearean literacy
Two families
A loving couple
Romeo and Juliet
A symbol of deadly love
A symbol of deadly kiss
A symbol of deadly death

We as human beings
Are always tired of living
When evil starts flourishing
And the Earth starts shaking
We treat each other like nothing
And begin to love anything
And plant the seed of evil in everything

True as before
Pure as ever
The past in the future
The future in the present
The present in the past
Good and evil nurture
Love and hatred last

HALLUCINATION

2006-01-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

Dangling diamond
Sparkling sea
The blue waves are dancing
And we all shall see

Dangling diamond
Sparkling sea
Out splashed a huge wave
And we all cannot see

Protruding headlands
Radiating charm
A hoe in his hands
He's on his farm

Protruding headlands
Radiating charm
Someone's standing there
Hope he's not doing any harm

Neglecting feelings
Resisting force
He turned around
And hopped on his horse

Neglecting feelings
Resisting force
He's going to let him
Pay many many more

Sharpening eyes
Narrowing view
Hope that who he's targeting
Will ever be so few

Sharpening eyes
Narrowing view
Whatever is the case
It's gonna be you

No One Appreciate What I Do Until I Stop Doing It

2005-11-08T13:32:00.000+08:00

( This story is about a man who gave up his family because of a woman. He finally knew that he was conned when he saw her with another man. He didn't dare to go back to his wife 'cos he had lost everything. He could face this no longer and he wanted to die. But deep down in his heart, he knew that he still loved his wife. He did not want to die but he had to. He knew that he was unforgiveable but he knew that he would be forgiven. Until one day he saw her happiness...)

1940 France----Paris Hotel
Not willing to let go
'Cos there were things he couldn't forgo
Forlorn, he stood out there, standing in the rain
Going in with another man, her image looked so faint
He knew, long ago, that he was deceived
But till now he couldn't receive
Fated to die, a horrible and cruel death
Since the day he saddened his wife
He pulled out the sheath
But his life was spared

1941 Germany----Nazi Head Office
Not willing to let go
'Cos there were things he couldn't forgo
Desperate, he entered, hoping that he could forget
Coming out with a swastika on his arm, he had no regrets
He marched onto no man's land
He kneeled on the sand
Fated to die, a horrible and cruel death
Since the day he saddened his wife
He unlocked the safety and pulled the trigger
But he still survived

1995 Japan----Kobe
Not wanting to let go
'Cos there were things he couldn't forgo
He travelled long distance under the hot sun
Hoping to find his long lost son
The Earth began to shake
He knew it ain't a fake
Fated to die a horrible and cruel death
Since the day he saddened his wife
He stood alone, to receive his death
But he still couldn't die

2001----New York City
Not wanting to let go
'Cos there were things he couldn't forgo
He wished to die, he's tired of this relay.
Until one day, he saw his wife in a Chevrolet
He broke down and cried
He regretted, to have lied
Fated to die a horrible and cruel death
Since the day he saddened his wife
He flew a plane and dived into the building
" I just want to die," he said pleading

Willing to let go
Wanting to let go
Even though there were things he still couldn't forgo
Finally he died
But he had nowhere to go
A spirit looming around
Everywhere is out of bound
Unforgiveably despicable
His words are unforgettable
" This marks the end, I swear
My followers shall be killed
And die a horrible and cruel death."
HE MAY BE NEXT TO YOU, BEWARE!!!

IF I Can't be a Tourist, I'll Be A Terrorrist

2005-10-18T05:56:00.000+08:00

My heart sank
It's time to be frank
All things don't belong to me anymore
Nothing is worth waiting for
I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

My heart sank
It's time to be frank
I'm telling the truth
Don't regard me as a fool
I know I won't be there
I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

My heart sank
It's time to be frank
This world is unfair
To succeed, you have to pay a fare
So what if I'm 'rare'
I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

Where do I belong to
And what should I do
Why am I here
And how can I not fear
That no one will ever let me out of here
'Cos I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

I lost my way
Can't even see a single ray
I need to voice out
I know I'll have to shout
But nobody will hear
I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

I lost my way
Can't even see a single ray
Everything is in black
And there's no turning back
I'm lifted up in mid-air
I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

I lost my way
Can't even see a single ray
I can't stop running
Although it's raining
The wind is brushing against my hair
I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

Where do I belong
And why must I go along
Why must I change my path
When my journey is not even half
Don't lie to me, I'm not a baby hare
Yes, I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

I've lost my momentum
I can't find my fulcrum
My head is spinning
But I may be winning
I'm willing to travel a lightyear
Though I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

I've lost my momentum
I can't find my fulcrum
But the battle is on
I'm using radon
I'm attacking the rear
Though I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

I've lost my momentum
I can't find my fulcrum
But I'll conquere my fear
I'm moving into top gear
Don't think I wouldn't dare
Though I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

Why can't I play a solo concerto
When I've a rotor and a motor
Who say I need an alliance
When they all are nothing but aliens
Floating in thin air
Even if I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere

I may be microscopic
But my inertia is gyroscopic
I will resist
'Cos I do exist
Nothing can stop me from reaching there
So what if I'm now stranded
In the middle of nowhere